....I'm kinda scared.
Okay so I don't have art block, pretty much the exact not that, I have the urge to draw everything and anything and nothing. My style changes every mintue and I keep finding new ways to draw new things to draw and new ideas. I feel confident in my art even if its not the best.
And my brain is exploding.
I can't seem to sleep well because I can't stop thinking and in the morning all I earn for is a pencil, a few mintues, and slience. And I'm stressing because all I can think about is art and school has been pushed aside but I need to concentrate on real work and school work and my grades.
I'm worried if I'm not drawing. If I draw, I'm not working.
Pictures have never been clearer yet my head feels so foggy and things seem so blurry yet my art has never had more passion and fun. Yet in school......all I can think about is a new concpet and a new idea.
I have even found old talents renewed like origami, cross sticiching, sketching, writing and photorealism.
I feel great. Good. Perfect.
I feel too great. Too well. Too Good. Too perfect.
I hate this I love this I loathe this I heart this
AND I AM FREAKING FREAKED OUT
Has this ever happened to you before?